Which is unlikely lol- but anyways let me stop for a minute and go prepare for bed, I still cuddle you and let you talk or sing me to sleep- I love it, & I still love ya- I won't forget you, i just hope you won't forget me, ig that's my main fear lol-
Ig what I'm rambling on and bringing up why my name change originally to you is because hopefully one day you'll find me, either through social media or whatnot- hoping one day I'll be able to see you again, you know my name and hell- you can always ask if you forget
play on the xbox by myself without at least one of the others in the room- ik that's entirely different from your experience in the past- but still had the same ending, the entire family was furious-
Of course my whole family was furious with me then after one of them got off the phone with his family- for talking to a kid my age online who lived in Mississippi, so many states away from mine- lol I was banned from the xbox (only for a year though lol) and wasn't trusted to
we played a few matches and i friend requested him, it wasn't til after i did that and he accepted, his family wanted to talk to mine before allowing and so me, wanting to continue our friendship, let his talk to mine.
I went through something like that similar before, family finding out about you talking to someone online and the confrontation- funny story- when i was 12 i met a boy on the xbox during a online match on Left4Dead- He messaged me first and we chatted-
I know for a fact because of that I'll still hold you in my heart and you'll bring me happiness whenever i'm down- I just hope you're doing okay Aiyana- i mean after all that, I would imagine it was pretty bad during all that-
the idea of gambling with fate is thrilling i suppose lol- win or lose- either way I'm happy with the memories and things we shared together- and for that I want to cherish them still rather than try to delete & forget entirely- i mean why should I?
the place- getting mad, spitting curses, and really doubting the possibility- I mean i still do but lightly- like, i take it with a grain of salt of the idea of fate bringing me to you again- fate works in mysterious ways- you never know if that day will happen-
but anyway's Aiyana- I'm going to shower and prepare to sleep- good night, cuddles as always and i'll talk to you whenever i get the chance-
Which is unlikely lol- but anyways let me stop for a minute and go prepare for bed, I still cuddle you and let you talk or sing me to sleep- I love it, & I still love ya- I won't forget you, i just hope you won't forget me, ig that's my main fear lol-
Ig what I'm rambling on and bringing up why my name change originally to you is because hopefully one day you'll find me, either through social media or whatnot- hoping one day I'll be able to see you again, you know my name and hell- you can always ask if you forget
play on the xbox by myself without at least one of the others in the room- ik that's entirely different from your experience in the past- but still had the same ending, the entire family was furious-
Of course my whole family was furious with me then after one of them got off the phone with his family- for talking to a kid my age online who lived in Mississippi, so many states away from mine- lol I was banned from the xbox (only for a year though lol) and wasn't trusted to
we played a few matches and i friend requested him, it wasn't til after i did that and he accepted, his family wanted to talk to mine before allowing and so me, wanting to continue our friendship, let his talk to mine.
I went through something like that similar before, family finding out about you talking to someone online and the confrontation- funny story- when i was 12 i met a boy on the xbox during a online match on Left4Dead- He messaged me first and we chatted-
I know for a fact because of that I'll still hold you in my heart and you'll bring me happiness whenever i'm down- I just hope you're doing okay Aiyana- i mean after all that, I would imagine it was pretty bad during all that-
the idea of gambling with fate is thrilling i suppose lol- win or lose- either way I'm happy with the memories and things we shared together- and for that I want to cherish them still rather than try to delete & forget entirely- i mean why should I?
the place- getting mad, spitting curses, and really doubting the possibility- I mean i still do but lightly- like, i take it with a grain of salt of the idea of fate bringing me to you again- fate works in mysterious ways- you never know if that day will happen-